im new to this whole writing thing .. kind of. I’m also recently single, having lost the love of my life because I couldn’t keep up. He is an athlete, a strong fit and beautiful man who has a passion for fitness and the outdoors. I had the best two years of my life with him and I alway promised I would be better, until it became too late.
Now I know you’re all thinking- don’t change for someone, don’t let him change you, but reality is, I long to be able to do all those things with him that he does. I need to be fitter to do that.
So I’m done with holding him back. But more importantly im putting my health and fitness first. I intend to drop some kilos, to build lean muscle and to get to Machu Picchu before they close it down.
I want to do rock climbing in a gym and not worry if the harness will fit. I want to walk with strangers and not hold them back. I want to fill up my medal rack with participation medals, and I want to play in a sports team. And I want my fitness to be worthy of these things, not as a dream, but as a reality.
im a big girl, and I alway have been. I’m a lazy live aloner who like carbohydrates and mayonnaise. I weigh so much more than I should, and I’m working my way through that- already 38kgs down. I have about 40kgs to go.
So im keeping this blog up account for my journey. You might read it again, you might not. But you’re always welcome here, to share your stories and inspire me to keep going.
So that’s a little bit about this whole thing. I’ll keep you updated and share more from time to time, week to week. But I hope you get a little bit out of it, even just to know me better.
Im off to the pool, for a 2km swim. I’ll let you know how it goes sometime.
Chat soon .